suicidal ideation is crazy cause why am i eating a breakfast english muffin and thinking about blowing my shit smoove off. like nothing bad is even happening
bought new t shirts because mine from last summer are too big but like the small ones are too big and the extra small ones are too tight so i guess i’ll just die
@enllitara yea my dad has offered multiple times to buy me a scale and makes fun of me when i snack, last time i was at lw my dad said that as i get older i “should be gaunt” rather than plump and applauded me even though i looked like a ghost
i wish my parents just pretended to be happy i can’t take being around this much sadness all the time my mom is verbally abusive and neglectful and my dad is depressed why don’t i get to have the families my friends have i can’t continue to be their shoulder to cry on
i don’t know what to do i’ve had 600cal today and 10k steps but im so dizzy and hungry i really don’t want to eat and no one’s forcing me to but i feel awful im scared