Just A Guy

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[Just A Guy @_JustAGuy1998]

I should’ve never messaged her mom… she was probably told to never talk to me again… just like how I was told to never talk to her again… but what if it was all just a misunderstanding on both sides? Both unsure… uncertain… going back and forth with our feelings…

[Just A Guy @_JustAGuy1998]

I don’t understand why she did all that… why did she do all this for me? I don’t understand it… but yet I do… it was my decision to not keep in contact with her after 2021… it was me that abandoned her… but she still found me again… why? Why did she come back?

[Just A Guy @_JustAGuy1998]

@_moderndayjesus No… she was always in the back of my mind… fleeting memories… but her beauty would return in waves… my mind has not been my own… my memory isn’t what it used to be… a seizure fractured my body… and my mind… my heart was already broken before… everything broken now.

[Just A Guy @_JustAGuy1998]

@_moderndayjesus It’s not just because your mother is the most beautiful woman I’ve ever… It’s because your mother and I have met before… more than once… and I feel in love the moment I saw her each of those times… but I told myself I wasn’t good enough for her… so I let her go… forgotten

[Just A Guy @_JustAGuy1998]

@_moderndayjesus You don’t understand… I wasn’t supposed to love her! I was her tutor… she was my student… my responsibility… that’s what I thought I first… I stayed true to that… true to my word… my oath to only sit by her… educate her… but her eyes struck a cord in my heart…

[Just A Guy @_JustAGuy1998]

@_moderndayjesus The torment my mind felt… the disbelief… the deepened sadness of having missed your firsts steps… missed your first words… but I missed NOTHING! You’re not real… your mother made you out of fiction… a fantasy! All to sink her claws into me… manipulating me further…

[Just A Guy @_JustAGuy1998]

@_moderndayjesus But it hurts me still… so deeply… I believed you were real… I told everyone… my friends, family… all for your mother… her grace… the princess I a humble knight swore to… I said I would do anything for her and I meant it… so I told everyone I’ve been an absent father.