✩Kaier✩

sw: 66kg cw: secret gw: 50kg || “I see no point in living if i cant be beautiful” Never really bad enough for it to work never really recovering

[✩Kaier✩ @_Kaier_]

when there’s nobody to put me on suicide watch so i lowk just stare at the wall pretending to smile until my brain goes “fine damn” and releases the hostages (serotonin and co)

[✩Kaier✩ @_Kaier_]

was gonna make bread with cream cheese for breakfast, bread was moldy and so i immediately didn’t know what to do with myself and concocted the most random combo of all time (cucumber, steamed strandamør and thing of cream cheese)

[✩Kaier✩ @_Kaier_]

going back on adhd meds, hopefully this will not only get me into uni, but also kill my appetite. life is smiling

[cherie ˙ᵕ˙ @cherirexic]

losing a concerning amount of weight next month or killing myself one of the two

[lulu ♡ @miausanity]

retweet if you love cats or if you want to violently cut the fat off your body

[miyan 🫝 @cinerinsomnia]

yall ever overeat and litrally feel the fat growing under ur skin or am i going crazy

[isa @yoizkkura]

yall ever look at ur body in the mirror and think “wow i really have to kiII myself”

[✩Kaier✩ @_Kaier_]

forcing myself to finish this huge bowl of semi-whole wheat pasta for the fiber because i think i have colon cancer🔥 edtwt please PLEASE eat enough fiber

[✩Kaier✩ @_Kaier_]

what i get for letting myself get fat asf what the hellllllll😭😭

[✩Kaier✩ @_Kaier_]

@livvsterz i’m currently watching a 13 hour planet zoo supercut idk

[✩Kaier✩ @_Kaier_]

DO NOT PURGE RIGHT BEFORE YOU DRINK 50/50 VODKA AND SPRITE

[✩Kaier✩ @_Kaier_]

@ch3rrydr3am5 can i join?

[✩Kaier✩ @_Kaier_]

parents just told me they’re getting divorced. is this a good time to have an insane anorexia relapse and stop trying to recover only to binge i think so

[✩Kaier✩ @_Kaier_]

@saberspiders technically like 4-5 but ill say 16 cuz like that was kindergarten👊

[✩Kaier✩ @_Kaier_]

THIS USED TO BE MY FUCKING BODY!!!!! BEFORE I WENT AND BINGED FOR MONTHS AND GOT FAT ASF THIS IS YOUR SIGN TO NOT BINGE ISTG

[✩Kaier✩ @_Kaier_]

eh so i’ve been trying to recover for a while now but all it’s done is put me in a binge cycle and make my health worse and make me fat so fuck this shit i’m relapsing so hard

[✩Kaier✩ @_Kaier_]

texted my ex while absolutely shit-faced last night👍

[✩Kaier✩ @_Kaier_]

i just…pooped!!??? it sounded like a bullet tho🫶🙏

tmi?

[✩Kaier✩ @_Kaier_]

the struggle of just getting your shit together and making a meal plan for the week, but your friends have started to suspect you have an ed because you don’t bring lunch to school (not even ed related😭) so they shove a cookie in your face