Abu-Malik Shabaab

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[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

@MissxJannfer and or im

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

8/3️⃣3️⃣3️⃣/26
Couldn’t have said it any better!
My life’s just starting i REFUSE to throw it away for NOBODY!! 🙅🏾‍♂️🗑️‼️💯

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

i literally bend over backwards for this mfr anything she wanted i tried my best to make it happen and all i got was my heart stomped on and an ass to kiss, like when nobody answered the phone for you.. you had me but that doesn’t mean sh!t nowadays.

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

i think i feel an still feel with addition of the way i act is.. everytime i get hurt by her i never get an apology, a sorry, nothing and im supposed to be okay and act like nothing happened and if i address it, it blows out of proportion and with silence and disappearance.

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

An go live your life, like ain’t nothin happened
will always be my “Confusion”

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

and don’t expect an apology after the 3yrs knowing her i don’t ever think i heard the words “im sorry” it doesn’t exist in her mental and u say u take accountability but u say that to make yourself look better in an argument, u never apologized for your actions that causes it.

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

im stupid for even thinking that mfr gave af about me especially how fast she can just move on and disappear when things don’t go her way, no consideration for others only herself and her feelings not even a check in but i bet ikno who she’ll check in with 🥱🚮

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

and no im not saying that the things i said and did were valid im not.. but u have to sit and listen to my frustration, u left me with confusion for months and i didn’t even give u a reason to leave in Dec but maybe u had your own reasons.

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

maybe one day you’ll realize i was was always an only wanted to help u like i said.. i just can’t sit back and watch u struggle and i think that’s how i always get hurt by you the most is that i still had a place in my heart for you.

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

and for the motive i was supposed to have.. yes i did only up until the middle of that first week of your return it came to mind maybe, just maybe i can save u an give u that life u once dreamt of us living together but u didnt want it “With Me” so i accept it now.

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

to act delusional and come back like nothing happened is weird asf to me leaving someone in Chaos, Conflict, and confusion and to play it off like i was up to something in Dec and start fw another mfr the same week is sick.

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

and when somebody has made the decision to live a life without you in it you must honor their choice for your self respect and what’s best for you no matter the history because if the feelings were mutual you wouldn’t have to prove a thing.

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

you went from wanting to be all up under me to wanting to kill me, and i just don’t know how to feel anymore lady 😮‍💨💔 i hate i turned you into the monster you’ve become but im hurt too i lost my bestfriend my partner my wife you know.

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

but until next time Applehead 🤞🏾💔 you really fcked me up like im mentally scared if you knew everything in your absence u wouldn’t believe me but, this don’t feel real like out of all people.. you look at me with furious anger 🔥 vs when u used to melt in my arms. 😔

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

just know i wish you the best, hope you remain happy if that’s even what u are rn but stay safe, learn patience asshole it’ll save u i promise u i never steered you wrong NEVER 🙅🏾‍♂️ i wanted u apart of my life 4ever but maybe the universe has different plans for us.

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

all that crazy shii you you being saying to me i just say things that’ll shift the mood ukno ikno this time was my fault ima own up to this i fcked us up but gahhdammit u could’ve stick this sh!t out wimme couples fight that doesn’t mean leave an find another mfr 😒

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

and jus so you know mfr since u can’t stfu an listen for the 1000 time i will never put you in harms fcking way u or the lil ones i say things in arguments and never act on them in the beginning i said crazy shii never moved an inch it’s the heat of the moment 🙄

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

and You knew i would give my life for you and i think that’s what u took advantage of the most like ill always be there (which i was) and that ill always come running when u need me again which i did bcus im cut from another fabric fr even after being done “Filthy” 🥱

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

Lord knows i tried to save her i really did but she resents me, disrespects me, does what tf she wants an if it disturbs her fantasy world and delusional she wants nothing to do with it because reality is a B*tch but i can’t use that word ill get punished 🤕

[Abu-Malik Shabaab @_Lessthanzer0]

why tf you think nothing you take on falls thru or any u do u it’s not finished.. it’s because you can’t SiT TF down and stick to one thing when something gets hard and u lose patience for u drop it and move on to the next.. cmon nii it’s me baby 🙂‍↕️