Maki

20, She/They, Edtwt/fitspo themed acc. DNI users -18 please and ty

[Maki @_M4K1R0LL_]

This is exactly how it feels when you have an ED and work at a fast food joint:

[Maki @_M4K1R0LL_]

ALL I DID WAS LOOK UP ASMR MUKBANG WHAT????

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End of thread, ty for reading :D

[Maki @_M4K1R0LL_]

The annoying fat friend. I want to stand out. I want to be pretty, and feel pretty.

[Maki @_M4K1R0LL_]

Lastly just for comfort.
I’m always out of breath, always treated less seriously, having been bullied in childhood and adult life, and never dated irl before. All cause of my weight. And no I’m not exaggerating most people told me that bluntly. I’m tired of being seen as

[Maki @_M4K1R0LL_]

Examples:

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I hate to be that person but Money:
Food. Is. Expensive. And I am an adult trying to move. I can’t afford to spend 100$ every 2 days for groceries, and 2x as much for holiday foods. And plus sized clothes are always marked up cause of ��more use of material”
It’s expensive.

[Maki @_M4K1R0LL_]

Viewed as ugly or “as bad” as my current weight. Big girls are beautiful too, but I just feel ugly at this weight and personally would be happier fit. I personally think with my body shape and sizes, mid tone would be perfect.

[Maki @_M4K1R0LL_]

Personal beauty standard:
Muscular women are STUNNING. and I want to look STUNNING. therefor being muscular will help a lot with my confidence and also being thinner can help with personal and physical health. It’s also just a generally attractive appearance, and I won’t be

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//: Random things that help me stay/motivate me to be disordered.

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(Edtwt, Edtwt thread, Ana, Mia, sweetspo, meanspo, thinspo, bonespo, grossspo, fitspo)

[Maki @_M4K1R0LL_]

My partner:
I am mostly doing this for them. The idea of them seeing me and my body prior to weight loss is scary. I will always wear baggy clothes at all times until I am 50 lbs less at LEAST

[Maki @_M4K1R0LL_]

Obesity can cause cartilage damage, especially on your legs, blood sugar can become imbalanced and even lead to type 2 diabetes which would make it harder to maintain diet and weight.

[Maki @_M4K1R0LL_]

Scary information about weight gain:
Heart disease is leading cause of death, aka having an unhealthy diet and bad workout routine can effect you in the long term. 2.8 million people each year die from being obese. Life expectancy can decrease by 14 years average due to obesity

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Keep in mind this thread revolves around eating disorders. If you are under 18, or not apart of edtwt please DO NOT INTERACT.

[Maki @_M4K1R0LL_]

…265 lbs (120.2KG)

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What is your bmi at my UGW? (My UGW is 140 or lower.)

[Maki @_M4K1R0LL_]

Question for ya’ll: what is your guys goal body? Like are you aiming to be muscular, skinny, petite, ect?

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the two wolves inside me 😭