I came back with a new mindset and Iโm not letting no one fuck that up. I honestly donโt care how ppl feel on it or who I lose, because I finally feel like I can breathe, and Iโll be damned to start letting myself suffocate again.
HBD daddy. I never know how to actually feel what Iโm feeling when it comes to ur passing day & birthday, I just go numb. My heart will forever be broken & nothing can ever repair it. Imy. I hate having to be strong so I can push through this funk, itโs hard asf. I want u hereโฆ.
I'm obsessed with building good habits.
So, I spent 100+ hours reading James Clear's work to learn the science behind habit creation.
As James Clear says, "Every action you take is a vote for the person you wish to become."
Here's what I learned:
Why am I sitting here crying thinking about Kane getting married and starting a family, not needing me anymore ๐ฉ๐ญ dude these pregnancy hormones arenโt a joke. Grabbing my belly talking to my babygirl saying youโll always need me right ๐ญ๐ let me get myself back together ๐ซ ๐๐