I been shitted on, lied to, betrayed, disrespected, overlooked, and left to figure that shit out alone. Yet I still show up. Still pray. Still hustle. Still love. Some of y’all don’t even know how much pain a woman can carry and still look fine as hell doing it.
I had to stop overthinking everything and just be at peace with what is. Life not always gone make sense. People not always gone be solid like you. And sometimes things don’t play out how you thought they would… and that’s okay. Not every bond is meant to be repaired. Some things end, some people switch up, and some chapters just close. Every situation don’t need closure… Sometimes you just gotta accept that it is what it is and move on 💯
Unfortunately my last relationship completely changed me. So yes, I DO care about the people in your phone. Yes, I DO care about what you're doing when I’m not around. Yes, I DO care when you seem even slightly off. Yes, I DO care about things I wished I didn’t. And it’s not because I’m insecure, controlling, or trying to make your life difficult. It’s because I learned the hard way what it feels like to trust someone fully… and then be broken by them.
actions prove that words are nothing. anyone can say they love you‚ anyone can promise to stay‚ but words mean nothing if there’s no action behind them. i don’t need sweet talks that disappear when things get hard. i don’t need promises that only end up broken. what i need is effort. i need someone who shows me they care‚ not just say it. someone who chooses me even when it's not easy‚ who tries even when they don’t have to. because at the end of the day‚ words can make you smile for a moment‚ but effort is what makes you feel loved forever.