🦋💕Nikki💕🦋

Dialysis Technician , Italian Princess , Proud American. 🇱🇷❤🤍💙🙏🏼

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

This is so true. There are so many levels of grief…it creeps in at some of the most random times…Or when you hear, see or smell something familiar. It never truly leaves you.💔🥺

[Erika Kirk @MrsErikaKirk]

For all the things that divide us, grief is a universal language and a defining part of the human experience. At some point, every one of us will love someone we have to say an earthly goodbye to.

I am still learning how to walk through each day carrying the grief I feel for my Charlie. Some days I have a vague understanding of God’s plan, others I don’t, but I trust Him completely. He is my only strength. I also know grief can be lonely, and sometimes hearing someone else put words to it makes us feel a little less alone.

I wrote this for anyone who has lost someone they love, anyone sitting in grief now, and anyone who someday will.

Suffering does not get the final word.
Only God does.

My reflections on grief, one year later: https://t.co/ThORDA17Mi

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

Such a beautiful song. And so true. 🥰He is always with us. Our constant comfort. ♥️ Psalm 23
Deuteronomy 31:8.🙏♥️

[Anne Wilson @Annewilsonmusic]

Jesus sees every tear, every hurt, and every deep valley. 🤍 We may walk through hard things, but He promises we’ll never walk through them alone. He is with you, and He’s not leaving your side. 🙏

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

@egomez8784 Awww…Thank you!! ☺️ You always know exactly what to say to make me laugh!! LOL 😂😂😂
I’m sure you will!😘😆

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

Turning 51 in 5 days…And started my life completely over! Single, moved to Las Vegas, and starting a whole new career, totally out of my comfort zone and I’m so happy!! FINALLY! 🎉
Cheers to me & my new life.🥂🥰🦋

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

Yes it is..💕🙏🏼💕🙏🏼

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

And the depression starts all over again.😞

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

8 more days.
Goodbye California…✌🏼
Hello #Tennessee!! 🙋🏻‍♀️😍🌳🌾🌻

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

I checked out a long time ago.✌🏼

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

Trying to argue with a narcissist is freaking exhausting….That’s why I don’t…What’s the point?! There’s absolutely NO winning!🤷🏻‍♀️😕
Whatever I have to say, I’ll just keep it to myself.

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

@MeghanMcCain Awww…Congratulations @MeghanMcCain !! ♥️👶🏻🍼👣

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

When you know…You know. 🤷🏻‍♀️🙁✌🏼

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

Ready to make some positive life changes. Just waiting for the timing to be right. Not too much longer and it will be.🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

If you put “LOL” at the end of a txt, no one will know you’re having a bad day.🤷🏻‍♀️

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

Focusing on some upcoming life changes is very helpful.🙏🏼💜

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

And they should support the ones struggling instead of making them feel worse. If you’ve known them long enough you’d know when they’re not “Ok”& you should do what you can to help get them though the rough days. Sadly, some people just put blinders on so they don’t have to care.

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

When someone doesn’t struggle with depression & anxiety & don’t know/ understand the daily struggles of having it, then they shouldn’t criticize the ones that do. We’re not lazy, or complaining about how we’re feeling. We’re doing what we can to get through the day & feel better.

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

When you are struggling with “functioning depression” & your Dr. doesn’t put you on medication it doesn’t mean you’re OK. You still struggle to get out of bed & start your day. You still cry almost most mornings..& you still have to put on that daily mask of “everything is Ok”.😔

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

She is what gets me through my day. My happiness. My heart. My everything. Nonnas Sunshine.☀️💖😍

[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

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[🦋💕Nikki💕🦋 @_Nikki1972]

I will be back. Stronger, happier, glowing again.☀️🦋