It starts so small for some:
A coffee, a lunch.
Soon enough though, that’s not scratching the itch, so you try three digits.
The rush is better than anything else. Sending, serving, pleasing your Goddess. Before you know it it’s not about the amounts, it’s about what can you do for her. True submission.
I hate when a promising new sub that claims to want a long term dynamic ghosts in less than 24 hours.
It’s almost like they fetishize the idea of ownership but when it comes down to actually serving they can’t live up to it.
When you do this you’re completely disregarding your Dommes feelings.
We are not just heartless robots. I also crave meanful dynamics and it sucks to get your hopes up only to be disappointed.