I’m not looking for an apology.
But I do hope that one day, you actually feel the weight of how you treated me.
Not right now,
Not anytime soon.
But on some random night when it’s quiet and you’re alone with your thoughts…
I hope it finally hits you.
I’ll neverrrrrrrr, everrrrrrrrrrr forget how Allah stayed with me when the whole world went silent, when no one else was there, and I needed comfort the most
I want anniversaries. I want someone to look at me and can't imagine life without me. I want unconditional love. I want healthy communication. I want the fireworks that never die. Butterflies even after we're months/years in. I want year(s) with someone.
i am naturally a loner, even towards my own family, i don't like to be seen or be in peoples faces, I could be very clingy and possessive when i'm in love but the way I absent myself from people can be so unreal!
I don't know how to sustain friendships 😭
The calls, the texts, the meet ups, I can't. And if you're too enthusiastic I ghost. I just want to be left alone.
I’ve never been with anyone for what they could do for me. If I choose to be with you, it’s simply because I genuinely like you and I enjoy your company.
I need to work on being a better friend. I’m just naturally distant and can unintentionally go long periods of time without talking to anybody. I’m tryna break this habit but it’s hard when you’re a real life hermit. 😭🥲