Revo doing S**t

مٌديرة أمن برج الشيماء، من الأول للرابع في حمايتى. Gotcha!

[Revo doing S**t @_ShotGun__]

المجتمع الذي يفقد ادميته و يتمحور ف الديماجوجيه و يركز كل اهدافه علي انبعاج الايدلوچيات ده ف وقت المطره بيعمل طرطشه كتيره اوى.

[Revo doing S**t @_ShotGun__]

My client got stabbed to death, welcome to Canada! 🍁

[Revo doing S**t @_ShotGun__]

As adults, they're always scanning, always decoding, never fully relaxing. The loneliness doesn't come from being alone, it comes from never feeling safe enough to just be. And when your brain is wired to stay ahead of pain, even joy starts to feel dangerous.

[Revo doing S**t @_ShotGun__]

Psychology shows that people with high emotional intelligence often feel more lonely, not because they lack connection, but because they carry too much awareness. It's what's called the curse of knowledge. They don't just feel things, they see them.

[Revo doing S**t @_ShotGun__]

they already know why and still feel responsible. That's not overthinking, that's hypervigilance, a trauma response. Often rooted in childhood, it forms in environments where emotions were unpredictable. Noticing tiny shifts wasn't optional, it was survival

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أنا بس كنت عايزه اقول ان العيب فيكم يا في حبايبكم أما الحووب ياعيني عليه

[Revo doing S**t @_ShotGun__]

Yesterday, I was pushed to see you for the last time. You don’t look the same, but I know you’re finally at peace.

Ur beautiful soul can never be replaced, never reimbursed. You’ll always live in us, Nana.

Bye Née Kuznetsova
October 21, 1939 – Moscow
September 5, 2025 – Canada

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Hey nana

Yesterday I saw you in the coffin for the very last time.
Your hands were folded, roses surrounding you. You didn’t look the same, but you looked comfortable. Your hands were cold, but still tight, like you were holding on.

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still laugh thinking about when I started learning Russian and teaching u Egyptian Arabic. You couldn’t even tell the difference between “he” and “she” your broken accent was so cute.
Those moments will always stay with me.

[Revo doing S**t @_ShotGun__]

Defeated, denied, unheard and never seen.

[Revo doing S**t @_ShotGun__]

ياعلي

[Revo doing S**t @_ShotGun__]

سَمّي الحاجات دي بإسمها، الكدب والخوف والخيانة.

[Revo doing S**t @_ShotGun__]

كانت لعبة غير عادلة
وليس بوسعنا هزيمتها إلا على المدى الطويل جدًا
أن تكون أشباحنا أكثر ألفة وطمأ��ينة من أطلالها.

[Revo doing S**t @_ShotGun__]

وأريد، قبل موتي، أن أكتب شيئًا ذكيا وجميلا جدًا
ليس لمراوغة الموت بمحاولة الخلود الأدبي
ولا لتمرير وهم حكمة ما إلى القادمين
بل للدفاع عن ما سيصير ماضيًا
أننا لم نرحل، لقلة في الذكاء أو لنقص في القدرة على استيعاب الجمال

[Revo doing S**t @_ShotGun__]

يعلم الله اني حاولت.

[Cr0w @Cr0_ow]

كان نفسي السرير يتهز بظروف احسن من كده عموماً

[Revo doing S**t @_ShotGun__]

أنا آسف
بس أنا عندي أكتر من عاهة..
حضن، مابيطمنش حد
ورجلين مابتلمسش ارض
و نفسٍ و ما سواها!

[Revo doing S**t @_ShotGun__]

الناس تخاف، أمريكا تحميهم
الناس تجوع، أمريكا تديهم
تِكسّي بالإيد اليمين اللاجئين، بعد ما الإيد الشمال تعرّيهم
شركة تبيع السلاح، وشركة تطبطب ع اللي يموت.

[Revo doing S**t @_ShotGun__]

في أزمة تخلقها فطبيعي هتحلها، وأزمة تتكرر فبدأت تشتاق لها
وأزمة لن تنتهي وده مُنتهى المُنتهى.
"وازمه انك خلصت. ودي حاجة انا لاحظتها"