Unfortunately my last relationship completely changed me. So yes, I DO care about the people in your phone. Yes, I DO care about what you're doing when I’m not around. Yes, I DO care when you seem even slightly off. Yes, I DO care about things I wished I didn’t. And it’s not because I’m insecure, controlling, or trying to make your life difficult. It’s because I learned the hard way what it feels like to trust someone fully… and then be broken by them.
Ne-yo had a fucking insaneeeee run like how you debut with Stay, then drop So Sick, then drop When You’re Mad, THEN DROP SEXY LOVE, AND THEN DROP BECAUSE OF YOU LIKE WHAT IS UP WITH THAT BALD NIGGA
Unfortunately, I am a girl who takes words to heart ! So yes, I remember every little thing you said & it stuck with me, whether it was good or bad !
I love when I stick to the program. Whether it’s going to the gym, cutting someone off, eating right, or setting boundaries. When I validate my worth with my actions I gain more love and respect for myself.
I crashed out for the first time and it felt absolutely amazing for my mental health lmao like holding on to so much sadness for so long was literally beating my ass.