Planning our trip to Samoa with my mum, and my dad (who’s not coming with us, or chipping in lol) keeps butting in with his opinions & I’m like trying my best to keep calm cos even tho I’m nearly 30, married & have a kid - he will still Lalo me no sweat.
Glad my son can come to work with me 2-3 days a week. I know he will be a distraction lol but it will be easier having him there with me, rather than straight into daycare. 😭
First week back at work starts tomorrow, I can already tell I’m going to have a shit sleep tonight cos anxiety levels are up there. Trying to get as organised as I can tonight so I’m not running around like a headless chicken tomorrow 🤞🏽
Fuck, the way Rob falls asleep every night you’d think he’s the one doing night feeds, taking care of an infant, starting back at work & keeping the house cleanish whilst trying to fit in some sort of exercise.
Its bullshit. And yes, this is a vent. 😤
In such a hard season where I can see the end but getting there is hard & making me look back & regret a lot of life decisions but like we wouldn’t be where we are if I hadn’t made them & I know in a months time I’m gonna okay but rn I just wanna