CravingSkinny

Lost and insecure, you found me.

[CravingSkinny @_TimeAway_]

I don't need you to make me feel like shit, I do it all on my own ok

[CravingSkinny @_TimeAway_]

bloodshot eyes, messy thighs

[CravingSkinny @_TimeAway_]

It's really hard to build up your confidence when every step you move up there's someone to push you back down

[CravingSkinny @_TimeAway_]

I'm always just there and I'm kind of tired of being just there

[CravingSkinny @_TimeAway_]

I've been kidding myself for so long that I have absolutely no idea who I am or what I'm about or how I feel, I'm just so so lost

[CravingSkinny @_TimeAway_]

"how do you put on the face?"
what face?
"like everything's fine"
I wish I knew

[CravingSkinny @_TimeAway_]

you made me feel so fucking happy and now I feel nothing which is the worst thing you could've ever done to me

[CravingSkinny @_TimeAway_]

honestly, I really do wish I cared

[CravingSkinny @_TimeAway_]

I'm pushing you away because I'm not allowing myself to get more attached knowing that I'm the one who's gonna get hurt

[CravingSkinny @_TimeAway_]

no one know what's happening in my life, no one knows what I'm dealing with, no one knows because no one cares enough to ask

[CravingSkinny @_TimeAway_]

you make me feel so happy but so horrible all at one time and I don't know how that is

[CravingSkinny @_TimeAway_]

I'm alone

[CravingSkinny @_TimeAway_]

how is it possible to have so many friends but still feel alone

[CravingSkinny @_TimeAway_]

no one ever really sticks around

[CravingSkinny @_TimeAway_]

just a little bit lonely

[CravingSkinny @_TimeAway_]

I wasn't sure if you wanted to be here, so I left

[CravingSkinny @_TimeAway_]

I've put on so much wait, it's disgusting