im not nuking anything... i just dont want anyone else to feel the same... im not running from nothing.. post everything... and be sure to highlight that I mentioned day one, "please stop me by telling me to put my foolish ambitions to rest" and it was allowed to continue... i admit I caught feelings a while ago and it was delusions... and hella parasocial... but all of this was after i ran to her at a dark time and place in her "welcoming community," and if there are any more who have been put in her same shoes by me please add on to her tweets so all my unprofessionalism out there.. don't hide any of it... Please... post all of it; there are only 2 of you who can say anything... ill even post it from my pov if anyone needs double confirmation ]
Im sorry.. and i need all of yall to support her... shes right.. im wrong.. and like i said over and over... im sorry.. but im not running... and to any guy out there reading this.. study this... stay.. away.. from.. streamers.. only support and get out... she dont want you gang... that silence means leave... dont wait and let your mind make u think something is there.. ur nothing.. ur a viewer.. stay that.. or end up like me...
I overdosed a few years ago on percs so I was trying to avoid taking drugs of any kind because as u can see I get tunnel vision and addicted/attached to stuff very every easy.. I only take ibuprofen.. but hell maybe ur right.. this ain’t no funny clap back im genuinely asking u do u have any recommendations because i dont have no body else to ask.. and ChatGPT full of shit some times..
THE EXACT message i sent and ill post all the rest too... again i own what i did... if any one felt uncomfortable it should have said when i asked to please tell me to stop before it get tooo serious... and go tooo far... paint me as weird as u need me to be... i for sure earned it but i tried to stop it...
@thickles__ im trying too... thats why i need all it out there and deserve all of it... i even told her that... idk if she posted that either... but yea im dead ass tryin.... shoutout to better help...
I don’t care what helps or not.. I won’t be like the others and just run and hope for the best.. I’m going to die on this hill.. I’ve told her I’m sorry and I’ve told everyone else who I’ve done business with I’m sorry and if they feel I cross a line they should say it as well and post as well as her..
again i know what i did theres no pr... there's no running.. i did what i did... and im ready for whatever is next... i sent those Edible Arrangements after she mentioned on stream that she never received some before, and i really thought like hey, send her some because again i was delusional to think we were cool enough for it... the line should have been drawn there.. but no...
i am not because i was literally moving with the intentions of trying to be with her... fucked up... yes.. weird... yes.. delusional.... yes... trying to do insane shit to try to win over someone i never met... yes... im not ashamed because my intentions was never to spook her or make her feel unsafe.. i would rather been told weeks ago to take my weird ass somewhere else and banned me... than all of a sudden drop it...
well.. and theres no amount of im sorry can fix any of.. i know what i did.. and i have mental issues... real ones... and thats ok... i told her im sorry i told everyone im sorry but im not running like the rest of the mfs who get posted on... theres no need to run if u know u did what u did
@thickles__ fasho.. im still posting it all because i want it all to be there... dont lose non of it... i just want it posted from day one... im just here if anything gets lost in process
@thickles__ ohh no not at all... i fucked up... i own that... but i just want it to be said i did try to stop it but i did also like her... and i was chasing and showing my fucked up way of liking her... 1000%... but im also not finna allow it to be said that it was done to anyone else
im not nuking anything... i just dont want anyone else to feel the same... im not running from nothing.. post everything... and be sure to highlight that I mentioned day one, "please stop me by telling me to put my foolish ambitions to rest" and it was allowed to continue... i admit I caught feelings a while ago and it was delusions... and hella parasocial... but all of this was after i ran to her at a dark time and place in her "welcoming community," and if there are any more who have been put in her same shoes by me please add on to her tweets so all my unprofessionalism out there.. don't hide any of it... Please... post all of it; there are only 2 of you who can say anything... ill even post it from my pov if anyone needs double confirmation ]