i feel like a dont starve character as im constantly suicidal but the instant i craft something new (learn how to draw something) my mood is instantly better
porn of the female idv characters on r34 is so bad im thinking all the mechanically good stuff is locked behind pixiv and poipiku or however you spell it
i hate rendering/coloring so my studies always revolve around anatomy and i think the best way i can improve is just using a 3d model and practicing specific angles of the human body until it i create a big enough visual library to draw from imagination
in grade 7 i was bullied extremely hard and everyone in my class hated me but one day one of the most popular boys found out i played call of duty on console and he slipped me a piece of paper with his psn gamertag and we used 2 play a lot but he didnt let me talk 2 him at school