I say, "I've left it to Allah," and genuinely mean it, but then I catch myself making dua for it all day, praying extra nafl, and overthinking it again. The battle between tawakkul and desire is no joke. 😭
God, I detest seeing men in women's conversations/gossip. Must be one of the greatest downsides that digital space has to offer. Why are you, as a grown man, invested in some random people's affairs? For the love of God, just whyyyyyy? Don't you have some territories to conquer?
Everybody wants to be toxic so bad and I’m over here trying to unlearn every toxic trait in me . I don’t wanna argue , I don’t want to be disrespectful , act cold . I want to be accountable , supportive and emotionally intelligent. I literally crave a soft peaceful life .
inalillahi wa ina ilahi
Allahumma ighfir li Nabila Awwal warhamha, wa ‘afiha wa’fu ’anha, wa adkhilha Al-Jannah bi ghayri hisab. Ameen
O Allah, forgive Nabila Awwal, have mercy on her, grant her well-being, pardon her, and admit her into Paradise without account. Ameen.
I’m a details person so I decided to read everything on the box. I got so dizzy when I read that the manufacturer is “Gilead” and then had to calm myself with the fact that it’s not a real place 😭😊
I’ve never wanted something as badly as I want my life to dramatically change for the better and the best over the next few months. It’s time. It’s my time.
The person you intend to marry really has to be heavily invested in making life easier for you, and this is the bare minimum. They really have to want ease for you by all means.