Peter 🕷️

If you see a spider in the corner, that's just me. Say hello 😎 They/He pronouns, 17 years old

[Peter 🕷️ @__Pet3r_]

If you see a spider in the corner, that's just me. Say hello 😎

[۟ @godsfell]

crawl inside this body —— find me where i am most ruined, love me there.

[ꨄ @lostaffections]

i am selfish. i am broken. i am cruel. i am all the things they might have said to you.

[ً @holyaches]

i am a demanding creature. i am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable. but i am your servant. when you starve i will feed you; when you are sick i will tend you. i crawl at your feet. for you alone i will be weak.

[ً @holyaches]

my one and only.

[ً @holyaches]

i love water， but i cannot swim. what a tragic way of saying i love you， but i cannot survive you.

[ً @holyaches]

i want to feed you my body with every sweet part and every bitter one. then i will become sweet again， to eat your body whole， until there is nothing of me left..

[ً @holyaches]

to have spent my life holding my hands in tightly hidden fists. to try to understand what it would mean， now， to hold them open. i have always felt ashamed at being witnessed in the act of wanting something i could not have.

[۟ @godsfell]

today i heard your name and my hands started shaking. please make it stop, make it stop.

[ꨄ @lostaffections]

i've always wanted to be killed by something that loved me.

[ꨄ @lostaffections]

of course i loved you. i killed myself for you, didn’t i? of course i loved you.

[️️ ️️️️️️️️️ @ichortale]

tell my mother, tell my father —— i’ve done the best i can.

[ً @aslovewept]

here i am. alone. like i always will be.

[ꨄ @lostaffections]

no matter how hard i try, i am always my mother’s child.

[retired, with love♡ @simpIybpd]

i feel ruined by my trauma. i wish i was good.

[ꨄ @lostaffections]

loving you feels like drowning. god, how i love you.

[darling、 dearest . @rebloomng]

he doesn’t care whether he gets hurt but he can’t abide others getting hurt for his sake. he tries to isolate himself by pushing everyone away .. — i see. when he says 'free' .. does he mean 'alone'?

[ꨄ @lostaffections]

if you're lonely, come be lonely with me.

[ꨄ @lostaffections]

you're out of touch / i'm out of time

[Punch Cat @PunchingCat]

mozzarella stick

[Peter 🕷️ @__Pet3r_]

@PRETENDT0SLEEP Just.. [Their voice cracks, their throat closing with the threat of more tears.] go. Leave me alone.

[Peter 🕷️ @__Pet3r_]

[ @PRETENDT0SLEEP ]

[Andi has found peace in the quieter moments. They're not sure exactly /when/ the excitement for Addie's company turned and twisted into a deep dread, but it feels like a dream, now. The excitement, the happiness, the comfort—All turned to dread,