You know what they don’t warn you about. How the older you get, the older your grandparents get and sometimes their minds go with age and before you know it your grandma isn’t the same person she used to be and she doesn’t get excited over things she would’ve at one point in time
The amount of love I carry for my daughter is so overwhelming. I’m an emotional mess. I got off my meds and she’s all I think about. And it’s things like “im so scared my time will cut short with her” “18 years isn’t long enough” type shit. My heart hurts everyday bc of my head.
I’ll never forget I was the maid of honor and her husband told me I couldn’t have purple hair for “his wedding” so I dyed it back my natural color and they’re already divorced and he’s having another baby. I should’ve kept my hair purple.
I envy anyone who gets to work at a job they love and/or do what they actually want to do in life. Not just a job that pays what you need and just causes more stress than happiness.
coming from a place of hurt while steady being there for your peoples that are hurting and not getting the same in return, hurts. idk how much longer I can do this shit maaan..
That scale finally hit my goal weight of 7 years this morning!!!!! I haven’t seen this number on the scale EVER. Bc when I weighed this I was probably in middle school not weighing myself🤣