People be so excited and hyped up to tell you bad news but when it's good news it'll be so dry and so quiet why is that? I literally be so happy when it's good news I don't want to hear no bad news or negativity at all at all tell me all the good shit.
I love this Christmas vibes and everything about the holiday but with losing my cousin in the month of December just really makes me so sad and emotional i don't wanna say i hate the month of December but i really hate the way that i feel and i can't shake it
It's always been me vs them my whole life so it's nothing new and my one cousin literally never liked me ever for whatever reason i got tired of kissing her ass trying to figure out what i ever did to her assπ and the other two just weird don't know where the animosity came from
It's getting closer and closer to Deonah death date and i just been feeling so emotional lately like it's happening all over again except this time i know it's happening
And i don't realize how understanding i be until it's time for somebody to hear and understand me and they literally don't and i be looking like ummm okay πmaybe i should have stood on my shit too