Tw//suicide
I seriously donβt think I can live without them. I try to make up scenarios about me dating other ppl. But I will never, I disgust myself thinking that. I will die if I lose them. This is it for me. #kms#bpdtwt
#tw I donβt understand how people live with bpd. Itβs destroying my soul. I have someone that controls my mind, body, and heart and they donβt even know it. Itβs not even their fault. I vomit at the thought of losing them in any way. I can never love again.#bpd#shedtwt#sh