Days like this, where some how my anxiety has gotten so bad that I can’t seem to get up from my couch, I literally don’t wish this on anyone. I don’t even know what I’m so anxious about. That’s the worst part. Every time I stand up I get a pit in my stomach and want to vomit.
“Chris made one mistake”
Feb 2009: Assaulted Rihanna March 2011: Smashed a window and stormed off set of Robin Roberts interview Feb 2012: Stole a woman’s phone Jan 2013: Assaulted Frank Ocean and threatened to shoot him June 2013: Shoved a woman to the ground leaving her with torn ligaments in her knee July 2013: Involved in alleged hit and run October 2013: Arrested for felony assault, reduced to misdemeanour Sept 2015: Pushed a woman off a bus and she filed a third-degree assault charge against him Jan 2016: Punched a woman in the face and took her phone May 2016: Threatened tour manager with physical assault August 2016: Arrested by police after showing up at a woman’s house and threatening her with a gun 2017: Karrueche Tran obtained a restraining order against him
I fr just can’t drink anymore, here I am up at 3:20 am. With anxiety about I don’t even know what. This happens every time I get a little drunk anymore.
Now that I’ve switched tattoo artists, I quite literally hate my old work from my old artist. I know everyone tattoo’s differently, but damn. It’s just so not as detailed as my new work.
I feel as though, this is why I have ended up in so many one sided friendships. I wish I would have stopped my medication sooner. I think im better at this now.
idk about anyone else but the one thing I hate about adhd the most is that I cannot fucking socialize at fucking all, like I’m terrible at it. I can’t even have normal fucking conversations apparently without fucking those up.
My mom and I got our nails done yesterday and some lady and her 3 daughters (10-12 years old) were there and my mom closed her eyes while laying in the massage chair and I guess they laughed at her and recorded her. And ill punch a 12 year old. I stg.
And I’ll fight their mama too letting them fucking act like that. They were rude to the nail staff and annoying as fuck making tik toks every five minutes.
What sucks about gaining weight, was I didn’t even realize that I was skinny and had the body I wanted before this, bc I’m mentally I’ll and have body dysmorphia. And now I am mad at myself for thinking I was bigger then when I wasn’t.