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14.4/30kg | sw:115.8kg cw:101.8kg |
I'm absolutely not ok 👌🏼 30yold | she/her | edtwt | dni if nsfw

[yu ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི @yuyumeals]

regretting it right now

[🦋 @leftunsents]

i automatically assume everyone finds me unattractive until they tell me otherwise and then i assume that they are lying to make fun of me

[💥 @____Yukas]

5 years ive lost 30kg gained 30kg recovered 4 time and relapsed 4 time

[💥 @____Yukas]

All the week I was binging about 3500kcl in 30min then purge time maybe 1 h after and it's like that from at least February I'm just hurting myself and still not a gram left

[💥 @____Yukas]

Since may 21 when I made this account avec been from 95 to 70 and from 70 to 112. I'm talking kg

[💥 @____Yukas]

I've been bingeing so bah lately and I've purged every time yesterday I couldn't anymore even tho my stomach was full. I went crazy and my throat is totally fucked

[💥 @____Yukas]

I need someone to slap the fuck out of me and tell to lock the fucking in

[💥 @____Yukas]

I need some help I need to realize how much I'm a loser. Went from 95kg to 75kg then skyrocket to 112.5kg

I'm now at 103.7 and so demoralized about all this situation+ my parents bulling me about that this is makes me sad

[💥 @____Yukas]

Not me asking chatgpt about the calories in my RedBull at work forgetting about it then asking IT to fix something for me and the first thing he asks aloud is "do I close the calories GPT or you still need it"

[💥 @____Yukas]

I still call it Twitter

[💥 @____Yukas]

There's no back down it's winter so easily doable

[💥 @____Yukas]

I'm back ! This time I'm super locked in already lost 11kg over the last month and 2.6 this week

I'm so far from my goal but I can do it I did it already so I know I can #.motivation

[💥 @____Yukas]

this could have been me if I didn't fuck up my progress

[💥 @____Yukas]

I have had this account for so long since 2021 I gained 30kg lost 10 gained 15 then lost 20 now I gained 30 lmao it's like I'm trying to prove I can do better and worse each time

[💥 @____Yukas]

I want to make a new account because this one is just the constant reminder that I'm a failure and I can't even stand it

[💥 @____Yukas]

I went on edtumblr and damn everyone is so thin there

[💥 @____Yukas]

i want to come back but i don't even know if i'm allowed after the disaster I caused (going from 77kg to 105kg in 4 months)