No one wants to hear this but sometimes it’s your fault. Your life isn’t good and it’s your fault. You made bad decisions/ choices and sadly, these are the consequences of your actions.
@Q_plg I smoked everyday almost from ages 14-26. If I did it you can too. I was tired of my old lifestyle and made it up in my mind that I was going to stop to make more money. Hard at first, I haven’t smoked since October now.