what

got a problem!?

[what @__aaru___]

Walk slow! You might miss what you are moving towards.

[what @__aaru___]

It seems I'm lost,
Reading conversations we got over it seems as though you meant so much and yet here we are like nothing at all.

[what @__aaru___]

I said I hate you and each time I said that my heart was pierced through several arrows.
And I can't say that I love you because if I do then either you'd leave or hate me.

[what @__aaru___]

Hey... I miss you
A lot
Alot lot💔
And only if I could tell you how much I miss you
But I guess I'm the one who backed down first
I'm sorry

[what @__aaru___]

She'd rather do it alone than partner me,

[what @__aaru___]

When it's for a lifetime, why shouldn't it be.

[what @__aaru___]

Truth
A hero can kill his loved one to save the world
But a villain can kill the whole world to save his loved one.

[what @__aaru___]

Or maybe they never cared.

[what @__aaru___]

People hurt and they themselves don't know...

[what @__aaru___]

And staying uncertain wouldn't be just for any of us...

[what @__aaru___]

It should mean nothing right?
With u there, it's good
And without u, it's still like a normal everyday... Is it?

YOU don't make a difference.
Or do you?
Idk, you've always been there..

[what @__aaru___]

But leaving just to clear my thoughts doesn't sound right.

[what @__aaru___]

Getting attached
It's always been the scariest thing
Idk if it's really it but I've always avoided and will do so
Till someday when I'm certain and sure about something, someone to give my whole world to.

[what @__aaru___]

All kinds of thoughts popping through my head....
Thoughts are scary

[what @__aaru___]

Even the love from the whole world is nothing compared to the love you get from the one that you love 💕

[what @__aaru___]

I wanna be attached to someone something for lifetime
I ask for it.

[what @__aaru___]

No dear, it didn't really start good but the ME being weird was, I was comfortable with you

And that was just... it ended.

[what @__aaru___]

I express my love and that was me being annoying to you.

-Have nothing more to say.

[what @__aaru___]

You said I changed?

[what @__aaru___]

I never ever made any efforts to put someone by my side forever, giving them all my time, care about them and only them.
Might be I thought I wouldn't have to regret later but is that it?

No, I just don't know how to...

Conflicts going on and on again in this small mind.