gue sadar kok amarah yg gue punya ini menyebalkan, jadi tiap ada yg bilang ke gue “kenapa sih lo belum maafin” dan nganggep gue suka holding grudge gue akan membenarkan aja. ya betul emang gue bukan orang baik kok. good for you kalo lo punya hati yg sangat lapang & pemaaf
one of the main reasons i’m so gentle with myself is cause i believe i’ve already experienced enough hardship in my life. i’ve already been mishandled and undervalued by others and myself at times. so i deserve more patience, forgiveness, and consideration at this point.