fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this
paid for something at [department store] and then remembered i wanted a gift card so i said “oh can i also grab one of these” and she said “yes…. imagine if i said no though”
and i was like “lol.. can i do £50” and she said “yes… but imagine if i said no again” sorry i love her