bl1ndestbl1ndm4n

⚠️SHTWT⚠️

[bl1ndestbl1ndm4n @__death__00]

I can feel the benadryl ripping my fucking brain apart

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@Qyujianng Need more razors

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First time showering with near fresh cuts. Wish me luck #shedtwt #scarspo #cutspo

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Just relapsed on benadryl agon. When will I get better

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@trenasparkle I think you look awesome man :3

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@sigilhex NAH EXACTLY. Gave my left thigh a lil taste and it just didn't hit the same 😔

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I'm so proud of these. Look at how long the first one took to fill :0
#shtwt #shedtwt #selfharms

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@a3therrii Dude ikr. It makes me cringe thinking about cutting INTO a wound.. eughh

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Just kept adding to the pile lol #selfharms #shedtwt

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Cuts from tonight
#shedtwt

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@Yuvuvwee @moomfie_slits Thank you so much<33 I always do care, last thing I want is infections

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@IsntMattWill Yeah I gotta really hype myself up. It's worth it cus I crave it if I don't just get it over with

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I'm so fucking miserable. I don't wanna do this anymore

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@Jellilooo You guys just don't believe in yourselves. Sneak one of these bad boys from work every other day. Works like a charm

[bl1ndestbl1ndm4n @__death__00]

MY LEG CUTS ITCH SO FUCKING BAD GRRR GRRDXJDJDUHD CUT IT OFFF!!! THE WHOLE THING!!!

[bl1ndestbl1ndm4n @__death__00]

I need to start doing it on my arm more. Pic and vid in comments. #shtw

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Found a method that lets me slice like fucking butter.
PATCH IMMEDIATELY DEVS!

[bl1ndestbl1ndm4n @__death__00]

Small cut sesh

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And other things around my room were slightly shaking. My pupils were unevenly dilated. I'm going to try to stop today for good. My perception of reality isn't what it used to be and I've developed HPPD from my heavy use of this fuckass drug. Please never do what I do.

[bl1ndestbl1ndm4n @__death__00]

Last night I took 600mg DPH on an empty stomach and redosed 100mg after taking 500mg the day before. I was seeing people walking in and out of my closet and to the foot of my bed. I saw spiders, ants, and centipedes falling from my ceiling onto me. #shtwtᅠ #shedtwt

[bl1ndestbl1ndm4n @__death__00]

All my words were slurring like I had a mouth full of mucus, but my mouth was dry as sand. I kept fading in and out of dream-like states and I was confused on where I really was. I didn't know if my reality was just another vision. My TV and mirrors were twitching