I know without a doubt that my husband is my person. He came in the door yesterday and the first words he said, โyou make coming home easy.โ With that, I feel whole, seen, and accomplished.
Always take pictures of your payment history prior to your student loan servicer switching, because if you donโt they will either 1. Lose your proof of payment or 2. Try to say you paid a different amount than you actually did. ๐
Yesterday evening our neighbor told JT. โI saw Marla at 4:30 this morning putting Halloween decorations outside.โ Jt said, โyea theyโve been setting in the dirt way since August 1st when she wanted to put them out. I told her to wait until October 1st. We comprised on Septemberโ
Dear Mommy, Happy Birthday. 532 days without you and I still feel like they forgot to cover me in dirt too. 9 days after you birthday last year I started a new journey. A year later I run a COPD clinic and Iโm the Tobacco Cessation Clinical Lead at my hospital. Itโs all for you.
Gah, Jamie was there for me in the worst season of my life. We would sit around and watch scary movies and Hellavator. He was just there sitting with me in my darkness fighting laughter out of me. Iโll always be so grateful for that. He is gone too soon. ๐
โThe thing with broken clocks is you can always tell exactly when they stopped ticking. With people it isnโt so easy and sometimes you canโt even tell theyโre brokenโ
Let me tell yโall what love isโฆMe getting debilitating migraines with extreme nausea and not being able to warn my husband in enough time for him to pull over. Him pulling over cleaning up all my vomit without a single word.
Cleans my clothes. Him coming downstairs to tell me to order something I think I might be able to eat later so he can go pick it up. Laying out more clothes and a towel for me in the bathroom so I can shower and has the bed turned down for me. Thatโs love. Donโt settle.
Then handing me clean clothes and creating an enclosed space for me to change on the side of the road. Stopping at the nearest store and buying a bag full of things that might help ease my migraine. Getting home him taking my vomit covered clothes upstairs