mafuyu.

—— one more time, one more time, just let me believe, @YkiYoshida. || sato mafuyu || #givenRP

[mafuyu. @__justsing]

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you’re my everything, and now i can’t let go. what’s our future? what should i keep waiting for? stop the pain. please just let me know.

— 🎶 冬のはなし

𝐌𝐚𝐟𝐮𝐲𝐮 𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐨
vocalist : #GIVENrp

[mafuyu. @__justsing]

@WarriorChained Uenoyama-kun!

[ Hands on his shoulders, pat pat. ]

[mafuyu. @__justsing]

When it calmly comes to an end, he just falls silent, barely even moving. Maybe he’ll cry.

[mafuyu. @__justsing]

“Fall in love with you all over again?” He pauses before he’s even taken a full bite of the curry, face falling while he stares at his bowl.

The way he wants to slam his spoon down onto the table. So he does. Force only slightly held back. It struck a nerve. +

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God, how does he make him see that?

Anything else, he can’t mention now, all he can do is sing of that love like it’s what’s keeping his head above water. A life jacket when he felt like he was drowning in that love, otherwise. Please understand.

Yuki, please understand! +

[mafuyu. @__justsing]

( if everyone doesn’t hate me for dropping replies for a while, maybe i’ll slowly try to pick back up..

[mafuyu. @__justsing]

@YkiYoshida @WarriorChained Mafuyu was indeed in the restroom. Standing in front of the mirror, he had been splashing water in face. Towel covering it now as he just paused like that.

No doubt if he checked his phone he would have messages by now, but he was afraid to look.

Aaah, what to do, what to do?

[mafuyu. @__justsing]

now Yuki had to fit into it.

How to do that...?

Maybe he just had to be given time.

[mafuyu. @__justsing]

Yuki didn’t have to know all that. The fact that he had left such a hole in Mafuyu’s life, nor did he feel the other should worry about it. People always worried about him, and he was honestly tired of it.. but ever since they were kids, that’s just how it was. +

[mafuyu. @__justsing]

“It’s unfair for you to ask me if I love Uenoyama-kun”.

He wanted to happy over Yuki coming back, and in a way, he was! In all other ways, he was completely depressed ——

because everything in his life had changed, and +

[mafuyu. @__justsing]

@YourMelodyTouch He nods at the comment about the flowers, and then, as if he’s backtracking, he gives a small reply.

“Uenoyama-kun... is also... — You look very cool”.

[mafuyu. @__justsing]

@YourMelodyTouch It wasn’t that he disliked the compliment, it was that no one had ever called him ‘pretty’ before. The only way he knew how to give back was with actions.

He set down, surrounded by flowers, innocently looking at all of them in some wonder.

[mafuyu. @__justsing]

@YourMelodyTouch Rather than looking at Uenoyama, his gaze is fixed on the garden, cheeks red from the compliment. That was also why he wasn’t looking at him.

When he does look back at him, his expression is soft.

“Then... come sit with me”, he says pulling him lightly towards the grass.

[mafuyu. @__justsing]

@YkiYoshida @YourMelodyTouch Mafuyu wasn’t answering the door, mostly because he couldn’t hear them. Not through his headphones and the guitar.

Oops.