it looks like another lovely spring day to REMIND YOU DELINQUENTS TO STOP "RESCUING" BABY ANIMALS. THEIR MOMS ARE MOST LIKELY NEARBY SO JUST MIND YOUR BUSINESS.
FAWNS, DROP EM'.
BIRDS, LEAVE EM'.
RACCOONS, DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT.
ARMADILLO?¿? ARMADILL-NO.
Nah, we’re cool. It’s just when you ended our over a decade relationship, & then tell me not to talk to you ever again; BUT the second my brother died, you said “you know I’m here for you, call me anytime”. 🖕🏼
I’m so fucking overstimulated and I want to just sit and listen to the TV and not talk or have any conversations or need to be intelligent of any kind but that’s not what other people need of me right now and holy fucccck I just want to scream.
(2/2) The issue is, this person will never truly apologize. They will make themselves the victim. I’m stronger now than I ever have been. But the anger is there. I’ve been keeping my distance but I can’t keep that up forever. How do I learn to accept the apology that won’t come?
(1/2) Two years of intensive therapy opened my eyes to repressed memories of emotional & mental abuse of a close family member. Which literally explains so many of my anxiety, & body image issues, especially my 19 year battle with Restrictive Avoidant Food Disorder.
@amanda_jeniski I live everyday so I don’t pass my pain onto others. I see the way my parents grieve the loss of my brother & know it will kill them to lose their other child. I think about how my wife will shut down & dog will forever be confused on why I never came home. I live for them.
Me: “I love your heart”
Her: “*half awake from a dead asleep* I love your liver, and your lungs. And your veins. And your diaphragm…. *starts to roll over*…. and your…”
Me: “whoa okay goodnight !”
There should be a consideration for people like me to not have to do the self evaluation piece, and wait for my boss’s evaluation. Then I can say what I want to. I need to better advocate for myself.
As someone who has serious self-esteem issues, anxiety, CPTSD, the self-evaluation I do on myself is going to be full of negative self talk and calling myself a failure.
The amount of my life I cannot get back from the panic and anxiety attacks from this Performance Evaluation Period, is extraordinary. Since mid-May till today, I have barely slept, ate properly, had an effective thought.
it looks like a lovely day to REMIND YOU HEATHENS TO STOP "RESCUING" BABY ANIMALS. THEIR MOMS ARE MOST LIKELY NEARBY SO JUST MIND YOUR BUSINESS.
FAWNS, DROP EM'.
BIRDS, LEAVE EM'.
RACCOONS, DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT.
ARMADILLOS?¿? ARMADILL-NO.