This apology is to my friends. I’m sorry if I don’t reach out anymore. I’m fighting for my life every day, second-guessing my career, doubting my life choices, scrolling through social media, and sleeping whenever I get free time just to escape reality.
Sorry if I don't reach out anymore. I'm fighting for my life, second guessing my career path, debating my life choices, scrolling through social media, and sleeping whenever I get free time just to escape reality.
I just found a beautiful scripture: Isaiah 41:10.
There will always be trials and tribulations in life, but God will carry you through every storm in your life. And give you strength to make it, even when you feel like you can't.❤️
Let’s pray:
Heavenly Father,
I come before You again because I know without You, I can’t make it. I’ve tried to carry things on my own, but today I surrender. Some days I feel strong and full of faith; other days, I’m just holding on by a whisper. But even in my weakness, you see me. You never get tired of my prayers, my tears, or my silence. You have carried me through storms that could have broken me and that alone reminds me that You’re still with me. Father, I admit I’m tired of pretending to be okay when I’m not. I’ve smiled through seasons that almost crushed me. But I also know that you’ve been working in the background, even when I couldn’t see progress. Lord, I give You the things I can’t control the “what-ifs,” the unanswered prayers, the things that keep me awake at night. I give them to You and I breathe again, trusting that You’re still working all things for my good. Father, walk with me today.
Fill the spaces around me with Your peace.
Let my mind rest in Your promises.
Let my heart find safety in Your presence.
And before this day ends, let there be a sign a whisper, a message, a moment that reminds me: You’re still here. You’re still working. You still have a plan.
I release the weight, I embrace Your will, and I step forward not in fear, but in faith.
In Jesus’ mighty name,
Amen.