i need nagi to suffer some more so i'm putting her through the blender that is houka izumi. i need houka to peel all those layers without effort as she always does. i need nagi to be vulnerable and i need houka to envy the ordinary person that is nagi kotohira.
Uika calling herself disgusting has nothing to do with incest. Looking at the context, it is clearly an act of self-loathing toward her own selfishness—she is using Sakiko's misfortune and is willing to accept things getting worse, all driven by her desire to be with Sakiko and possess her.
Uika ignored her mother’s warning that 'meeting her would bring each other unhappiness,' and met Sakiko as 'Uika.' She even revealed her birth secret to Kiyotsugu in order to get closer to Sakiko. As a result, Sakiko became miserable. The moment Uika realized that her approach made Sakiko unhappy, she should have stopped.
Yet, despite knowing she shouldn't go any further, Uika accepts Sakiko's proposal simply because she wants to be close and stay by her side. Instead, she offers sweet words to Sakiko when she is vulnerable. While acting like a savior by making Sakiko completely dependent on her, in reality, she is merely exploiting Sakiko's misfortune for her own desires.
Uika finds herself disgusting because she is fully aware of her own deceit and selfishness—knowing she shouldn't be doing this, yet lying to Sakiko just to keep her close.
i think it’s funny to think that houka’s fascination with zombie movies is not only about the victims’ true nature coming to light, but it also stems from the fact that, much like the undead, she harbors a deep hunger for the 'brain'
Sadaharu Togawa & Hatsune Misumi
Sakiko Togawa & Uika Misumi
Ave Mujica;
or,
What if Victor Frankenstein created another monster? A tragedy rooted in motherlessness and patriarchal abuse.
these lines from the immersive home haunt me. hotaru despises herself, and as she does, she sits in silence at the piano with a smile on her face and watches the other members interact, in wait to continue to fulfill her purpose. she truly is an empty vessel