I want a community more than anything right now so please some hang out! No schedule yet but might get on later today.
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This was way too long but I'm glad to have finally gotten it off my chest. Hopefully will be able to sleep now 🙏
It also happens to be mother's day, so, genuinely--happy Mother's Day. To anyone who's still able to contact their moms and who have a good relationship with them, please take this day to cherish what you have. I truly wish you a wonderful day.
She'll never be physically beside me again, and every time I think about the trips we'd taken together in the past, having these utterly unimportant conversations about how bad the plane's chair is--tonight it's just been destroying me.
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The thing I'm looking to do now is to move on and have as fulfilling a life as possible. Gonna travel very soon, have a ton of projects I want to make real, and will (probably) be streaming more often once things settle down completely.
She'll never be physically beside me again, and every time I think about the trips we'd taken together in the past, having these utterly unimportant conversations about how bad the plane's chair is--tonight it's just been destroying me.
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Haven't slept since yesterday so might delete later lol, but my mental has been shot a ton today for some reason. I thought I was doing well but maybe I was just managing to keep keep myself busy.
My mom passed away last month on April 17th.
I've been coping all this time with a bag of her hair, having the exact one-sided conversations I'd had with her before and keeping her nearby, but today it's just hitting me extra hard that all the things I've been planning to do together will never come true.