at the point where I’m ghosting a selection call because i don’t agree with what they’re offering. Hard for me to have cooperate conversations like normal humans
You know yourself best in most cases. But the minute someone says something about you, you crumble. You start doubting yourself, you start questioning things. Don’t. This person hasn’t walked in your shoes. You should only be worrying about how the Almighty perceives you!
Let’s get this right. The Almighty is never too busy to listen. He’s always there for us. But we are constantly distracted & unfocused with worldly stuff. That’s the reality. Don't be too busy to talk to Him. And don’t do it only in times of need, forgetting Him in times of ease!
Don’t let anyone belittle your efforts. You’re doing just fine. Keep up the good work! Keep on putting one foot in front of the other, taking one step at a time, even if they’re baby steps. No rushing and plunging headlong into things. Keep moving at a sure and steady pace!
You need to quit worrying about what people think. Honestly, it doesn’t matter. They’re entitled to their thoughts. At the end of your life, you're not going to stand before people and give an account of what you’ve done. You're going to stand before the Almighty.