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Here is where i express everything i usually don't

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At this point i dont even know if im sane anymore.

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I'm sorry. Just sorry. Please.

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i'm scared. Everyone is moving forward but i'm stuck here.

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I'm tired. I'm sick of all this. I don't wanna wake up tomorrow. Or anytime soon.

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Will you
Look at my eyes
It's hurting
Look at my hands
It's shaking
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Will you?

#sadtweets

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tired. 😔

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is it normal to wake up and wishing u didn't?

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i was just reading webtoon, then there's this word "research" "case studies" "analysis report" in the dialogue. Wtf im reading webtoons to avoid myself from thinking of my fyp and assignments but it just reminded me of it. Now i feel like shit.
#ohshit
#fml

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Online learning is freaking stressful. Not only u have assignments from ur lecturers but also assignments from ur mom and dad to clean up the trash, go to the store, help this and that. Ok i get it, it's my own family but how do u expect me to cope with everything??
#iwannaquit

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Too many things goin on inside my head that i can't sleep. I want to sleep real baddddd.

p/s : imma try to cry myself to sleep in hope that it'll make me tired so that i can actually sleep.

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Since yesterday the tip of my hands and feet feels cold. What is happening? Am i dying? #panic #sendhelp #nahjk

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why is this anxiety keeps bothering me? I don't ask for this. Why do i feel like quitting? Why am i even alive? I dont even know what to do

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I hate myself. I hate YOU for making me hate myself. I just wanna die.

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YOU CAN'T FORCE ME INTO DOING SOMETHING THAT I HATE!! AND YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TALK DOWN TO PEOPLE LIKE THAT!!!

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Fcking hate this

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I hate this

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Oh how i badly wish to be turned into a rock

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it is at times like this that i wish to be in a coma for 1 year just so that i can escape this stupid world and some of its people.