Life can be so different just one revolution around the sun, might not be where I thought I’d be but I’m where I’m supposed to be and sometimes you just gotta trust that
The more you chase what pleases others the further you drift from what fulfills you. The universe gave you a compass not in your pocket but in your chest.
And when nobody wakes you up in the morning and nobody waits for you at night and you can do whatever you want. What do you call it, Freedom or Loneliness
When someone’s not just a part but stitched into your life , into your routines, your thoughts, and the way you lived your life and seen your future. When you lose them you don’t just lose someone you desperately love, you also lose the version of yourself that existed with them
How someone can do the most heinous shit to you and all they can say is “it’s fine” they didn’t mean for it to happen. How someone can do something repeatedly in so many different ways and everytime it’s easier for them to fuck you over and act like they don’t know how it happens
Trying to let go of someone your soul still reaches for feels like betraying yourself. Leaving doesn’t change the connection it just changes your proximity to it