As independent as I am, I love to be babied. Acts of service are how I feel loved. I don't care about money. Just lighten my load. I'm too prideful to ask for help, but when you take the initiative to take things off my plate, I know you really see me.
my ugliest trait is my anger. it makes me sad bc im such a good person with a heart of gold but I just HATE getting disrespected and being played with, I become a completely different person. I react first and think later…..
I want to permanently turn off the part of my brain that rushes to justify the actions of people who mistreat me before making space for my own emotions
I’m just at a place where i don’t care about a lot..in a healthy way tho. I’ve made peace with so many different realities (life’s course, my value to some ppl, & the concept of change). I’m just not moved as much anymore. I only have focus for what’s FOR me.