nobody talks about the angry stage of healing. the rage you feel when you realize how much and how long you were taken advantage of. the absolute disgust you feel towards those people that mislead you. it comes in waves. sometimes you'll feel healed and then it suddenly hits you.
It’s really selfish to enter someone’s life, see that they’re a loving, cheerful and good person and decide to ruin their peace because you haven’t dealt with your own issues.