مش مسامح أي شخص قريب أو غريب تسبب في وصولي للحالة دي كبير كان أو صغير ،بدون قصد أو عن عمد، بفعل أو بامتناع عن الفعل، صديق أو عدو. مش مسامح في الحياة دي ولا في غيرها.
Looking at my drawings, realising how deeply they connect with my soul and thinking about how amazing human creativity is. The world will come around and remember that someday.
I work hard for several days on something. I use all the tools at my disposal including AI as an external brain because I’ve been waiting my entire life for a tool that would help me tame the chaos within. Then the first comments are: “is this AI generated?” Um, no it isn’t.
So it’s been a slow fade. That’s almost harder to deal with than a sudden loss because you can’t point to a moment and say “that’s where it went wrong.”
Sometimes the things we never fully processed don’t fade — they just go underground. And then when life gets hard or you’re depleted, they surface again because your defenses are down.