This Mercury Retrograde in Cancer has really been highlighting to me where certain people lack accountability or even understanding of their actions & behaviour & how that has impacted their relationships with me. It’s been showing me where I still feel hurt by things people did
The gut wrenching truth of realizing I never had a single person choose me or fight for me.
Friendship or relationship wise.
I was always the one putting forth the effort to hold things together.
The older I get, the more I see why it’s important to only keep people around who have the same morals, manners, and sense of consideration as you. It’s not being picky, it’s protecting your peace. When you reach a certain stage in life, chaos and disrespect just aren’t entertaining anymore. You start craving calm, mutual respect, and people who move with the same kind of heart as you do.
men ever sit & think, Damn she’s doing everything to keep me in her life in a generation where most people don’t even try. She forgives me every time. She gives me chance after chance. She still chooses me hoping I’ll change even when I mess up & here I am taking her for granted.
So let me get this straight. Taylor Farms lettuce gets linked to the cyclospora outbreak. The CEO visits the White House and donates to Trump. Then the FDA says the positive finding was a “false positive.”
Nothing suspicious about that at all.
you can physically feel the pain in your heart
you go to sleep with it, you wake up and you have like 3 seconds before your brain remembers you’re heartbroken and you carry it again. everyday for like 6 months
lead tampon in me while i eat my listeria meat & cyclospora riddle veggies and wash it all down with microplastic water. afterwards, i inhale wildfire smoke and listen to the serene sounds of the data center built across the street. there’s a flock cam too recording it all