I just saw a video of someone saying “going to my big girl job with my little girl sorrow” and that shook me to the core, one direction is the a part of attachment we have to our younger selves and probably why this feels so personal
all I can imagine is 13 year old me coming home from being bullied all day to my bedroom filled with one direction posters and sitting on my bed to watch their interviews, music videos, funny moments
remember the tumblr post that was like one day you’ll be 50 and driving and the radio will announce a one direction member has died so you pull over… yeah that wasn’t supposed to be now