I wish I still had passion for the things I like, like when I was 13-18. I still don't get what happened that made me lose most of my interest in most things. I loved going to concerts in Japan but throughout most of it I felt like a fake fan of pretty much every band I went ->
I see people often say to people interested in moving to Japan, if you have a problem in your home country, you'll still have it in Japan. I shouldn't believe that if I move there I'll regain my interest in things. I probably just need to move on
I really had some hope that going to Japan again would make me enjoy what I once enjoyed again. It did only temporarily I think. Only while I was there. Now I'm back here and I once again I can't really stay interested in anything