Whenever you miss him, remind yourself: he had every opportunity to choose you, love you, and stay. He knew what you wanted, saw what you offered, and still chose not to. Missing him doesn't change the choice he already made.
Trying to heal, while trying to grieve, while trying to forgive, while trying to forget, while trying to love, while trying to be loved. That's a lot for one heart.
I had a real talk with myself the other day & I came to the conclusion, although men are horrible. I deadass OVERLY did too much & set expectations for men who never said nor acted like they ever liked me but refused to see it & kept pressing the issue & that is 100% on me.