Your poison
Is spreading to my lungs
I ain’t holding breath ain’t holding
any faith at all
And I’ll pray for you, be in pain for you
I’ll leave the porch light on
Heartbroken, each morning
When it’s me that turns it off
Happy my birthday eve everyone. It is of course flattering to see the parties, the champagne, the banners that say “2025” (which was my high school nick name, how did you guys know?! Lol) but most of all watching you guys all share this time with eachother as you celebrate me
I want boredom
I want autumn
I got means
Now I want ends
I want the first minutes of morning
When I am not angry yet
I want youth
I want to puke
Out all the bullshit in my mouth
I want to see me as you see me
And not how I see myself
people are not mourning the man liam payne became, they are mourning the man he used to be and the man they grew up with. the man that was part of something that shaped millions of peoples lives.