I hate how I feel when I miss someone. Like it’s actually not enjoyable. I think I miss so deeply and strongly that I get so sensitive to the energy of who I miss. If I don’t feel like they miss me the same I get so bummy. Like why can’t I not miss so deeply ?
My period making me so emotional I can feel it making my loved ones not wanna talk to me. Like I’m that hard to be around rn from these hormones. Then being alone let’s me fester in my negative thoughts and i keep spiralling and need support but won’t ask for it bc im a monster
home is you, everything starts there; how you look at yourself when you don’t recognize your own reflection, how you speak to yourself when your inner world is chaotic, how you listen to your body when your nervous system is communicating with you, how you prioritize your energy.
I LOVE when u start noticing ur man is picking up on some of the vocabulary you use or some of the names u call him and starts saying it too likes yes baby 🥰
Yo having a healthy partnership is so wild. Like you mean to tell me this man actually accepts every aspect of my being? He loves me for me? He finds joy in watching me just be my own person? He j wants to understand how my mind works? He wants to be there for my bad days? 🥹
Who knew being loved properly just makes you wanna love yourself even better. Once u experience that proper love you can’t give yourself anything less without it feeling like a disservice to yourself. I love it here
a lover whose love evolves with every version of yourself you transform into, a lover who views your changes as oxygen for the connection and not as a threat, a lover who encourages you to spread your wings in spaces that put ceilings on your growth, a lover like this.
Being able to genuinely say I am so happy with where my life is at rn is something I am so grateful for. Amazing homies. Amazing man. Amazing family. Fulfilled is all I can say 🥰
Trusting my intuition and letting the universe guide me to where I’m meant to be. With who I’m meant to be with. Wherever I end up is where I belong. That I have full faith in.
Life is good man. God is good. This last week and a half has been such a learning and growing period. Truly so grateful to have experienced the lows so I can appreciate this current moment THAT much more 🙏🏼
Bruh I hate when ur mind gets in that irrational mode and u just grasping at the smallest things to over think until you’ve overwhelmed tf outta yourself and start ruining things for urself :)
The day I master my anxiety instead of it destroying me I will be invincible. We love going to bed w anxiety and waking up w it before ur eyes even open for the day
Biggest lesson for me over the last few years was learning the difference between someone desiring you and someone actually wanting you. Desire can be disguised as more, but it’s just that. Desire. Once they get it they’re done w it