Dear old me,
Get some foods and chew them properly. Pick up the phones from your friends, they need to hear from you that you are alive. Your English will get better. Look at yourself in mirror and say out loud the things your fans tell you.
You are beautiful.
So don’t stop.
TOLD YOU GUYS! the worst way to lose someone you love is to never love them enough, to not show them how much you love them, to make them question your love! aya's feeling neglected-ish id say