Whatever you do, pray for the ability to see your own sins, your own hypocrisy, and your own shortcomings. Never lose sight of that. Never get so carried away pointing fingers that you forget you too have abscess that need tending.
I fully understand why David prayed for God to create in him a clean heart and renew a right spirit within him. Sometimes, the greatest battle is not with the people around us but with what is happening inside us. You can have a good heart and still need God to work on your attitude, your thoughts, your reactions and the things you struggle to control.
I haven’t been myself in weeks. This weird ass transition I’m in right now is tearing me up. I can barely keep my head above water… I’m praying next week is better. I just gotta get thru this week.