♱ jay ♱

@calwhoric backup incase i get sussed
basically a vent page

[leen @leennmhm]

What doesn’t kill u makes u active on twitter

[♱ jay ♱ @_bluejay07]

it feels like this world just plays SICK cruel jokes on me how has my mum run into my old step mum in public and i have waited my whole life for that to happen and it didn’t happen once and she doesn’t even like her and none of this is fair

[♱ jay ♱ @_bluejay07]

@KimberlySimm200 @idkxkgo bc youre essentially attempting to poison yourself and your body is hardwired to react to that by vomiting

[mary @eenayram]

a sensação de querer ser consolada por quem te machucou.

[Furina of shedtwt 🫧 @Shrimpbubbles]

Having a "i don't need you" and "please don't leave me" mindset is so tiring

[♱ jay ♱ @_bluejay07]

@edamamebean0_0 most likely outcome is survival with damage done, ods rarely ever work

[♱ jay ♱ @_bluejay07]

@KimberlySimm200 yes, EXTREMELY likely, and you'll probably throw them up anyways, LD50 for all of these drugs is stupidly high, trust me this is not worth it

[♱ jay ♱ @_bluejay07]

@KimberlySimm200 if antidepressants were likely to be lethal they wouldnt be prescribed to one of the most at risk groups for suicide, benzos were created to be a safe version of barbiturates (which could actually be lethal) and have low acute toxicity

[♱ jay ♱ @_bluejay07]

@KimberlySimm200 extremely likely you'll survive oding in general is highly unreliable youre probably just going to survive with complications

[♱ jay ♱ @_bluejay07]

its so hard to bring yourself to kys when you failed to bc now ive got no hope in life OR death

[♱ jay ♱ @_bluejay07]

want to die so bad i’m just going to relapse in sh for today tho i think

[♱ jay ♱ @_bluejay07]

i think i traumatised myself and nobody else because i am an inadequate person

[♱ jay ♱ @_bluejay07]

@idolovepenguins LOVE YOU

[♱ jay ♱ @_bluejay07]

why do mental health professionals try to help your bpd fear of abandonment by saying “your friends aren’t going to leave you for being ill” “friends stay with eachother throughout hardship” Uhh no

[♱ jay ♱ @_bluejay07]

i want to be dead or go back in time and change things so i wouldn’t be in the circumstances that made me want to die to soon

[♱ jay ♱ @_bluejay07]

i’m scared of medication especially after i finally decided to try anti depressants and they induced mania i am scared of lamotrigine and i don’t understand why they want to try and diagnose me with bipolar 1 just bc i was having a good time for once