Reality is some people just don’t align & this was my last year letting my empathy for people keep me attached to what my discernment already rejected.
My discernment goes so crazy .. i literally can tell if you don't like me and you could be being nice... I can tell if you just talk about me but act normal around me .. I can tell if you have a bad spirit... I can tell allat.. and sometimes I'll think I'm tripping cause other ppl would be like no they not like that and whole time 😭 I was right!!
i think a constant theme in my life is to be more self-centered. every time I don’t put pouring into me first I’m shown why that was an awful decision.
If I cut you off, your success later won’t make me regret it. Good for you, truly. But becoming rich, popular, married, fit, or “blessed” does not rewrite how you treated people when your character was on trial. I can respect your growth from a distance and still remember why access was revoked. Success can change your status, but it doesn’t automatically clean your history.
I really have to be careful with the attention I give to men because my curiosity and ability to make people feel seen has given me stalkers, narcissists, & mimics who don’t value me as a person, but are obsessed with the way I love and how I make them feel. I’m too charming without even trying.
As a hyper independent girly (to a fault) I do not like asking for shit, it makes me uncomfortable. That's why I like men who just DO. Don't ask just figure out what i need/ want & DO IT.